magizianebs,mudam mowuwune da tavisi cxovrebit ukmayofilo adamianebi.24 saatis ganmavlobashi sevdianebi rom arian da siamovnebas igeben imis laparakit,tu ra ubedurebi arian.bevrjer da bevrshi sheminishnavs,rom moswont "sacodavi adamianis" imiji,mat shoris chems dzalian axloblebshic.ia-vardebit mofenili gza aravis xvdeba win.mec bevrjer ganmicdia uzarmazari,autaneli tkivili,roca fiqrob,rom morcha!magram mainc vtvli,rom ubednieresi adamiani var.bevri araferi maqvs,magram rac maqvs,imistvisac dzalian madlobeli var.pirvel rigshi,madloba gmerts chemi usayvarlesi adamianistvis.adamiani,romelic mxolod chemia.am sityvis mxolod chemeuli gagebit.is chemia tavisi xasiatit,chvevebit,manerebit,gulit,grdznobebit,azrebit,gegmebit.titqos erti gulita da gonebit vazrovnebt da vgrdznobt.aravis ewyinos,magram me ar myavs masze axlobeli,masze uketesi megobari.is aris adamiani,romelsac yoveltvis mimartav,yvela temaze daelaparakebi,shens chirsa tu lxins ise gauziareb,rom echvic ar shegepareba-is amas gultan axlos aucileblad miitans,arasdros gagimjgavnebs saidumlos,arasdros mogeqceva usamartlod.me ar vici,masze kargebi tu arseboben.vici,rom is yvelas ideali sheidzleba ar aris."tanamedrove gogonebi" xom imas amboben,rom mxolod iseti bichebi moswont,romlebic agineben,scemen,sigarets saxeshi aboleben da galatoben.xo,sasaciloa,magram chems sul patara fsiqologiur praqtikashi ukve wavawydi aset gamaognebel faqtebs,sadac 14-15 wlis mozardebi sakutar idealebad aset bichebs asaxeleben.mati mosmenisas vifiqre,rom profesia arasworad avirchie,radgan fsiqologistvis sachiro simshvide dzlivs shevinarchune.momitevet,ubralod gamikvirda.martlac,ucnauria,gana sheidzleba is adaiani giyvardes,vinc xelit gexeba,gatyuebs,shen garda atas sxvas kocnis...ar vici.arc mainteresebs.yvelas tavisi gadawyvetilebis migebis ufleba aqvs,tumca mainc mgonia,rom gava ramdenime weli da is gogonebi sul sxvanairad iazrovneben.tu ar iazrovneben,me amit mainc araferi damakdleba.ise,cota sxva kutxitac tu shevxedavt,sheidzleba mati aseti azrovnebis mizezi sul sxva ram iyos.me vici rac,magram axla dzalit fsiqologobasa da profesorobas ar daviwyeb.iqamde jer dzalian,dzalian bevri maklia.mokled,imis tqma minda,rom gmadlobt,rom myavs chemi bequnia da patara angelozi,romelic ukve sicocxles mirhcevnia.ukve menatreba,ukve mgonia,rom vicnob.erti suli maqvs,dgeebs vitvli,rodis chavikrav gulshi da ertxel da samudamod avxsnit me da bequna im udides grdznobas,rasac chveni siyvaruli erqva da imas,rac verc erti sityvita da leqsit ver agvweret.ai es yofila is,rasac chveni siyvaruli erqva...rac ginda moxdes,chveni pawia mudam iarsebebs da yvelas mouyveba tavisi mshoblebis ulamazesi,udidesi da uwmindesi siyvarulis istorias.25 marts 20 wlis vxdebi da rogorc yovel weliwads,axlac vgrdznob,rom erti nabijit win waviwie.dzalian bevri viswavle da imas vacnobiereb,rom kidev bevri damrcha saswavli.sharshan,chems cxovrebashi yvelaze cudi,yvelaze mware,yvelaze crmeliani dabadebis dge iyo,radgan ar myavda adamiani,romelic mindoda,rom myoloda,romelic axlac minda rom myavdes.marts ver vitan.arc chemi dabadebis dge mixaria dzveleburad.marti yoveltvis maxsnebes imas,rom agar myavs...an iqneb mgonia,rom ar myavs.gulis sigrmeshi vici,is shors ar aris.is mudam chemtan aris,mastan,vinc ratomgac,yvelaze metad uyvarda da axla dzalian bednieria,rom me myavs chemi bequna.sheidzleba chveulebriv mokvdavtatvis dznelia imis danaxva,tu martla ra gansakutrebulia igi,adre arc man icoda,magram axla ukve shoridan akvirdeba da xedavas mis sisuftavesa da ketilshobilebas.asea...chemi tkivili drota ganmavlobashi izrdeba.ar mjera frazis-"dro yvelafris mkurnalia".piriqit,rac dro gadis,ufro genatreba,ufro gaxsendeba ragacebi da ufro gakldeba.me ar shemidzlia amis agwera,me xom didi xania,agar vwer.ar vwer imitom,rom agar myavs is,visac es yvelaze metad uxaroda.sakutar tavs vekitxebi:"bequnam ra daashava,masac xom uxaroda"?...me ar vici,ra moxda,magram agar minda,agar mixaria.kidev erti ram davkarge yveafertan ertad.is,rac yvelaze metad miyvarda da mixaroda.chemtvis xom yvelaferi sisulelea,yvelaferi uazroa weris garda.menatreba...xandaxan sulis tkivilamde menatreba,magram ar shemidzlia.imedia,chemi angelozi momcems imis dzalasa da xaliss,rom tavidan daviwyo,tundac mistvis,magram meechveba.ukve 2 weli gavida.vgrdznob,rom davshordi sauketeso megobars,davshordi sakutar tavs,fiqrebs,grdznobebs...2009...yvelaze bednieri da amavdroulad ubeduri weli chems cxovrebashi...rogor unda vwero,mas shemdeg,rac chems grdznobebs mwared dascines da ugalates,roca cili daswames da ar daujeres.is leqsebi da chanaxatebi xom arc poeziis nimushebi iyo da arc mitumetes prozis.orivesgan dzalian shors iyo.mikvirda,ratom mtavazobdnen mat konkursebshi gagazavnas.mecineba,isini xom ubralod me viyavi.15 wlis mandzilze me ar varsebobdi arsad...yvelastvis uchinari viyavi,vcxovrobdi marto,chems gamogonil samyaroshi.agmochnda,rom arc nadmvili megobrebi myolia da arc aravin.chemi nebismieri warmateba sicils iwvevda sxva adamianebshi.yvela ambobda-"es xom is bavshvia,damoukideblad fiqric rom ar sheudzlia?!" yvelaferi rom gavixseno,rac me mtkenia...1o cxvirsaxoci mainc dagchirdebat amis wasakitxad da swored amitom,amazrzenia,roca chemtan modis vigac da meubneba,rom ubeduria,radgan latariahi ver moigo an sheyvarebulma miatova,imtiom rom sxvastan keklucobashi shenishna...da aramarto me.me myavs gverdit usayvarlesi adamiani,romelsac hgonia,rom ugalates.warmogidgeniat?mas "ugalates" da manac apatia da yoveldge roca im adamians uyurebs,axsendeba is "ararsebuli" galati,magram man ra icis,rom es ararsebulia?axla tavi imis adgilzec warmoidginet,vinc is am galatshi daarwmuna.damijeret,me mas vicnob da es imitom ar gauketebia,rom ar uyvarda.serials hgavs,magram is ubralod msxverplia.mas ugalates 10 wlis megobrebma,debma,dzmebma,yvelam...es is ertaderti shemtxvevaa,roca mec vetanxmebi azrs,rom tu giyvars,unda gaushva.roca ici,rom tu ar gaushveb,shen gamo vigac aranormaluri sheni sicocxlis azrs ragacas daushavebs,valdebuli xar,gaushva,daarwmuno,rom ar giyvars,rom galatisvisac ki gaimete.tundac es sakutari tanjvis,cremlebisa da rac mtavaria,sazogadoebis mxridan didi agresiis fasadac dagijdes.me am or adamians zedmetad axlos vicnob.isini isev ertad arian,magram chemi dakvirvebuli tvali xedavs,rom erti mkvdaria imis shegrdnzebit,rom ugalates,meore ki imit,rom es daabrales.me kidev vicnob ert qals,romelsac uyvarda,romelic iyo mshvidi,moridebuli,romelic 9 tvis orsuli chis wylit qmris natesavebis tetreuls recxda da a.sh. romelsac,tviton uzomod ertguls,yoveldge galatobdnen,romelsac ar axsovs 1 bednieri dgec ki gatxovebis shemdeg,magram aris cxovrebis madlobeli imit,rom hyavs kargi shvilebi da amayobs mati warmatebebit.me kidev ert gogonas vicnob,romelic saocrad miyvars.me ar vici,ramdenad maqvs mis piradze saubris ufleba,mxolod imas vityvi,rom es aris adamiani,romelmac isic ki ar icis,ra aris boroteba,sxvaze cudis tqma da vinmes shuri,mas ki uagalates,miatoves,mas ar aqvs arc fuli,arc sayvareli adamiani gverdit,vinc anugeshebs,ertaderti imedic shors aris misgan da yvela,vinc aq hyavs,sicocxles umwarebs,magram minda,man icodes,rom yvelaferi win aqvs.gmerti dzalian satnoa,tavis rcheulebs is gansakautrebit rtul gansacdels uvlens imistvis,rom shemdeg dzalian daasachuqros.aseve minda am gogos vutxra,rom miyvars.imedia mixvdeba,rom masze vlaparakob.chemi saxit hyavs aramarto megobari,aramed adamiani,romelic mis chirsac da lxinsac ise gaiziarebs,rogorc sakutars.xshirad minaxavs iseti adamianebi,romlebic chirshi dzalian aqtiurad gexmarebian,gicinian,geubnebian,rom amit shens gartobas cdiloben mdzime wutebshi,xolo roca shens tavs ragac sasixarulo xdeba,sadgac qrebian da roca naxav,mat tvalebshi ucnaur naperwklebs dainaxav,rasac me shurs vedzaxi.me piradad,shevxvedrivar aset adamians,romelic roca michirda,tyuilad ijganeboda,vitom tiroda,rogorc ki patara sasacilo sityva gaijgerebda sadme,mashinve aviwydeboda tavisi roli da sicilit skdeboda,xolo im dges,roca yvelaze bednieri viyavi,mis saxeze erti gimilic ki ar minaxavs,arc ki moulocavs da turme imazec ki wuxs,male deda rom unda gavxde,radgan yvelaze metad es ar undoda.ukanaskneli imedi daekarga imisa,rom me ubeduri viqnebodi mteli sicocxle.yvelaze cudi is aris,rom es adamiani miyvars.ver vxvdebi,ra aqvs mas sayvareli,magram imdeni xania vicnob,ar shemidzlia,mdzuldes.mis shursa da sidzulvilze ki mecineba.cota xnis win gavicani erti didi,30 wels gadacilebuli qali,romelsac lamis chemi toli shvili hyavs ukve,magram tqven warmoidginet,chems bequnas eprancheba.:) :) es ukve martla dzalian sasaciloa.netav daganaxat misi saxe,roca bequ ambobs,rom vuyvarvar an is,rom msoflioshi ulamazesi coli hyavs.(es bequs sityvebia,ra tqma unda,me ase ar vfiqrob,magram is ase tvlis da ra vqna) :) ratomgac am xalxs hgonia,rom dzalian suleli var.albat chemi asaki da bavshvuri gamometyveleba abnevs mat.hgoniat,ver vxdvebi mat "gadakrul" qaragmebs an borot mzerebs.minda,mat gaigon,rom dzalian cdebian.jer sul ragac 20 wlis var,magram samwuxarod tu sabednierod,daaxloebit 100mde eget adamians shevxvedrivar da ukve zepirad vici mati yvela gamoxedva,sityva...ar miyvars,roca wuwuneben,rom hyavt cudi qmari,rom hyavt cudi shvili,cudi mshoblebi,magobrebi,samsaxuri,miiges cudi ganatleba da sxva.aravin,chveni,sakutari tavis garda ar aris damnashave imashi,rac xdeba.imisda mixedvit,rogorc viqcevit,ise gveqceva mere ufalic.ufro metic...zogjer gmerti wyalobas ichens da imasac ki gvadzlevs,rasac ar vimsaxurebt,magram amas ver vxedavt da mainc vwuwunebt.me aravis arafers vaswavli,chemi saqme ar aris aravisi cxovreba,yvelas tavisi gza aqvs,yvelas tavisi damokidebuleba aqvs gmerttan.vigacas moswons da sulac ateistia,me ra ufleba amqvs is ganvsajo,vigac aris mgvdeli,romelic sigarets eshmakis santels uwodebs,magram tvitonac eweva,vigac monazonia,romelsac umankoebis agtqma aqvs dadevuli,magram ratomgac qalishvili ar aris.chemi saqme ar aris mati gankitxva...visac rogor moswons ise icxovros,ubralod ratomgac yvelas chemtan uchndeba imis survili,rom movides da iwuwunos,rom gmerti mas xels ar umartavs.xalxi imaze tiris,rom hyavs daaxloebit 5000$-iani manqana da ar hyavs sxvasavit 50 000-iani.amashi ki vin aris damnashave?ra tqma unda,gmerti...vicnob adamians,romelsac dzalian vafaseb,magram sul wuxs imaze,rom puris fuli ar aqvs da ver shoulobs samsaxurs.daaxloebit 4-jer ushoves samsaxuri magaziashi,gamyidvelad an dzidzad,dzalian karg ojaxshi,magram uari tqva,radgan gamyidveloba da dzidzoba ar unda,shvilebi ki shimshilit exoceba da skolashi ver dadian,radgan erti rveulis yidvis fuli ar aqvt.modis es qali da mewuwuneba,rom gmerti mas ar exmareba,rom vinc isedac milioneria,imas kidev mets ugzavnis,mas ki erti samsaxuri ar gamougzavna tavisi profesiit.icit,dzalian miyvars chemi momavali profesia da vfiqrob,tu movindomeb,sheidzleba kargi fsiqologic gamovide,magram tu davinaxav,rom samsaxuri ar maqvs,chemi svhili ki shimshilit kvdeba,xidis qveshac ki davdgebi.rac es im qals vutxari,mas mere agar melaparakeba.ar vici,ra vutxari sawyeni.tanac, maqsimalurad vecade,koreqtuli vyofiliyavi.chems cxoxvrebas rom gadavxedo...da yvelafers mxolod erti tvalit vuyuro,shesadzloa tavi movikla,magram medals xom 2 mxare aqvs?ristvis?imistvis,rom is aucileblad unda dainaxo!ar ifiqrot,rom vigacas ragacas vaswavli,ara,uralod am bolo dros yvela ragacas mewuwuneba,tu axlobeli da tu ucnobi da cota ar iyos,davigale.sheidzleba zogjer mec miwuwunia da vistanac es gamiketebia,bodishs vuxdi da vpirdebi,rom agar gavimeoreb.chems cxovrebashi arafers shevcvlidi...is shecdomebi rom ar dameshva,rac damishvia,ar mecodineboda,ra aris uketesi,is gansacdelebi,rom ar mqonoda,rac mqonia,sxvis gagebasa da sxvisi tkivilis gaziarebas ver viswavlidi.dzalian didi madloba gmerts,rom cxovrebashi bevri mitiria,radgan sabolood yvelaze gulianad me gavicine.axla yvelaferi maqvs,rac mindoda.rac unda moxdes,agarasodes davrchebi marto,agarassdros migalateben,agarasdros mimatoveben,agarasdros momatyueben,ufro sworad ver...garshemo rcheuli xalxi myavs,romelic uzomod miyvars da vici,rom matac vuyvarvar.me miyvars chemi bequna,chemi pawia,chemi dediko,chemi debi miyvars,chemi umagresi megobrebi miyvars,matnairi sxva aravinaa,chemi dzamiko miyvars dzalian,biologiur dzmas ar veyvarebodi ise,rogorc mas da imitom,chemi umagresi mamao miyvars,romelzec sul vambob:"araamqveyniuri adamiani".ertdroulad 3 sulieri mama myavs.gana es uflis wyaloba ar aris chemi bolo tragediis shemdeg?ra sakvirvelia,imas veravis shevadareb da yoveltvis calke adgili eqneba chems gulshi,magram mainc...amas mxolod me gavigeb.nu bequc.:) <3 myavs dzalian tbili natesavebi,myavs kidev erti adamiani,romelsac pirobitad "dedamtili" hqvia,ise ki,chemi martla kargi megobaria...mxolod erti vigac agar myavs...me vici,vizec maqvs laparaki.is ar aris,visac tqven fiqrobt.es kidev sxvaa...albat ufro mnishvnelovanic chemtvis,radgan masze iyo damokidebuli mteli chemi cxovreba.is shors wavida,radgan ase unda yofiliyo...umisod dzalian dabneuli var da isic ki ar vici,vin var.sul sxva gavxdi...ar miyvars aseti chemi tavi,magram ras izam...verafers.misi dabruneba sheudzlebelia...me is davkarge,rastanac sxva yvelaferi fuchia,magram mainc kargad var,mainc shemrcha dzalac,ragacis xalisic...damijeret,tqvens cxovrebashic bevri kargi xdeba,ubralod zedmetad chaketilebi xart da ar ushvebt mas...miuxedavd imisa,rom agar myavs da agar maqvs is ertaderti,ritac me sakutari tavi sul cota mainc miyvarda,mainc mixaria,radgan isev da isev bequnia myavs.adamiani,romelic sitbos asxivebs,romelsac ar aqvs aranairi boroti ganzarxva aravis mimart,romelic tavistvis iklebs da sxvas adzlevs,dgeshis albat 20-jer meubneba,rom vuyvarvar,misi chaxuteba ki mzeze tbilic kia.bednierebaa,roca xedav,rom qmari shenit cocxlobs,mistvis ar arsebobs shenze mnishvnelovani aravin da araferi da rac mtavaria,roca xedav,rom is yvelas dzalian uyvars,imitom rom sheudzlebelia,mas icnobde da ar mogewonos.me ar miyvars sakutar grdznobebze laparaki,magram bequnam kargad icis,rom tvit shvilic ki ver shemicvlis mis tavs,radgan shvili-es sheni qmris siyvarulis nayofia da is ar ginda vinme sxvisgan,mxolod erti adaminisgan ginda,romelic qveyanas girhcevnia...
